December 5, 2008

Restlessness

I am restless. I am longing for something more. I am not sure what it is.

Ever been there?

There is something more God is planning for our lives.. There is something more for me to do. What is it? I have been told to see where God is moving and jump in. That doesn't help me. I see God working everywhere!

Is is adoption through foster care?

Is it forsaking it all and moving to Zambia?

Is it something related to Ethiopia?

Is it something that I am missing?

Or is it that I am just restless to be home, to be completely whole with Jesus? Am I just longing to no longer be a stranger in a foreign world but to be where one day my God will call me to live with Him forever.

I feel like I am on the high dive doing that little bounce before you jump. You know, the little tiny bounces that get you ready to jump? I'm preparing and ready but just not sure what I am jumping into....

Bounce, Bounce, Bounce

3 comments:

  1. WOW. This is exactly how I feel sometimes ! you hit the nail on the head.
    I do think we aren't supposed to be totally fulfilled and happy here on earth... there is more, coming soon when we are with HIM. :) Love ya.

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  2. Ioften feel that way,too-and it frustrates me b/c I don't know what to do with it. But I will just keep on being ready (bounce bounce) b/c at some point, God WILL show me exactly what to do, one way or another!!!

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  3. Beautiful post.... your words painted a wonderful picture.

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